I've watched 2 films this week with similar theme: the fragility... and with it, the beauty... of the fractured and disintegrating mind.
Last night BBC TV showed a documentary about the last weeks of jazz musician George Melly; he was dying from cancer and suffering from increasing dementia. It was moving ( not a word to use lightly..) because the film revealed (through tender glimpses into Melly's confusion) the absolute essence of this funny, sexy, difficult, generous man. We saw who he'd become and through this, we saw who he'd been. There was laughter/ gentleness, sadness/strength, even some joy; there was also a measure of anger and grief too....but throughout, there was a bravery of the human spirit....particularly from Melly's wife, Diana, who, amongst other marvellous things, allowed a troupe of ex girlfriends ( including a turbanned bejewelled crimson-lippied Molly Parkin) to visit ( with merriment) his deathbed..
THEN earlier in the week, we watched " Away from her", the Oscar nominated film directed by Sarah Polley. The film is adapted from a story by Alice Munro: "The Bear came over the mountain" and it stars Gordon Pinsent ( gravitas by the ton here ) and Julie Christie, who at 67, still has that luminosity associated with much younger women.. ( and then, only a lucky few)
AND Christie's wistful character, Fiona ( diagnosed with Alzeimers) remained beautiful to the end: her bewilderment was peaceful, it was sometimes harsh, and although some of her comments were misted and tragic, some had that wonderful sharpness I recognised...
BECAUSE Laura's mind "flew betwixt clouds" ( just as my own mother's once did)..... and Christie gave a performance I for one will never forget.
( OK.....I phrased that badly in the circumstances...but hopefully you follow my drift..)